Times like this can bring you with so much contemplation about how you truly feel at the moment .I am one of those people that whenever in solitary, there are bunch of toxic material going through my brain cells. I guess even writing my state of mind whenever I can, still I have this reservoir of feelings I couldn't write about or air out. You know what it feels like leaving in a world where you conceal everything, as in everything just so things would work as what everybody expects things to be? Now, you are probably thinking how disturb I am letting all the these crap, desolated feelings cause a turmoil on me, That explains why there are people who have been successful bringing their selves to a picture they want to see their selves in at the later date, Through compromises, sacrifices, patience just for sake of the ones they love.
People disregard their feelings just so the ones they love would be happy first, and when you see them wearing a big smile in their faces, it brings happiness to yourself as well, but still you can't be happy until you find that special feeling that your heart confirms that even material things are greatly insignificant in existence.
So if you think you are the only one in this world who can't get everything you wanted, who can't smile each day because you can't be with the person you love the most, who has been in terrible pain in all ways, who doesn't know where your life is leading you... Cheers! You're not alone. I 'm here with you.
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Whether or not I'm having a good day, my little cousin in law's face lightens my load. :)
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Happy Holidays! :)
We all have our own ways of unleashing the unwanted feelings, and in my end, my camera, the beautiful views of mother nature allures me,then I'm done for the day. :)
oh Tony, slap me with my stupidity because I don't know how giveaways work. :)
I have been in that kind of situation where I have to hide things to other people cause I don't want them to see the real me, the real sadness that is killing me slowly, little by little.... Sacrificing myself cause I want them to be happy.... But, someone made me realize my value, that I need to be happy also... Someone who really loved me, accept me for me,for who I am, that made me come out in the open from hiding in the dark.
And after a few years, my life has been in cloud 9 cause of my fiance' and my little niece who always makes my day...... Even if my man is not here, I am still happy cause I'm sure he will come back and also, my niece is here to make me happy amidst the vast sadness and loneliness that I am in and that I am facing.
Merry Christmas My Cousin Uday!
You have such a talent in bringing people closer to what they can't reach through your imagination and real life experiences. XXX
Hey now Mrs. Loomsy to be, I'm glad you checked in. I know what you've been through, and I think you are the perfect example of this write up except myself. So see? like what the famous saying says, "There's a rainbow always after the rain" But I wonder when will my rain be over with? I want to see that classic rainbow.
I know in few months time you will tie that knot learn from my experiences, ok? ok? If you feel its not right, wait for the time when you feel is perfect!
I love you and I will always will!
Yes you know me Uday, you know the whole me. You are the only person who knows the real me apart from my husband-to-be.
And it feels so great to come out in th eopen, show your love to other people and getting that love in return.
You will soon find that classic rainbow uday, that light at the end of the tunnel. Just a bit of sacrifices, not for yourself but for the people you love and for the sake of your "tied-knot".
I'll take that one, I have learned from the experiences of our mothers, from you, so I will be very careful and I know, I have found the right one Uday and I'll do what it takes to make our relationship grow, our love with each become strong that no one can destroy the foundation we had made and still going to build in the coming years...
You know that I wish you all the best and you'll surely be genuinely happy, if not sooner, then later, I know that.
I love you too Uday, you're always in my heart, whether you're near or far.... XXX
Thanks for the nicely written blog. I think we have the same views about the world we live in. I'm a fan :-) Keep up your good work!
Hey there. You're a good writer...glad I stumbled on your blog.
Whitney
@WHITNEY - Thank you Boo! I'm glad to know. :)
I hope to see you more often.
-Perge
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